So. im 21 now.
Its funny, how people go on and on about what a huge change it is
Really...I havnt seen it.
Im still the same.
Not one change
only i can drink leagal, as Robert put it hahahaha.
Did i drink on my bday?
yes.
drunk?
no.
I really dont see the whole "fun" and "joy" as some people have said, on being completely wasted.
I have even talked about this with my dad,
I think its stupid.
I mean, why drink to your wasted and you cant remember anything from that night?
You'd have ppl go "mann last night was soo funny!"
and Your answer is.."i dont remember it"
how is that fun? ummm...to me, Fun is something you can remember.
I drink smart. I know my limit.
Yeah, i've been drunk before.
but to the drunk of, i know what happen that night.
Of course, my dad knows thats what i think,
the next day, he asked me "soo what did you drink on ur bday"
and i told him.
thats how close we are.
psh. he knows i've drank before.
i mean, hes been there.
he knows i know my limit
he trusts me on it.
I guess, well not an I guess, but i am greatful for the friendship between me & my dad
alot of people tell me im so lucky on that.
O, I know. You dont have to remind me :)
Well, I dont have it with my mom, so I gotta have one with my dad.
duhhhh. hahahaha.
I guess, one thing that did hurt me on my bday is, i didnt get my every year, phone call, from my older sisters.
I was really looking forward to it,
But, for Karen,(oldest sister) I will give her slack
she did send me a bday card
and i knew just couple of days or just about a week (i cant remember)
her son, My nephew, Bryan just went to college
and something was wrong with the car
Rreally, not getting a phone call from her, didnt really hurt me, b/c i got a card
Now...for Gene on the other hand,
im extreamly hurtful.
no card. no call.
Yes, i know we aint talkin.
because really. as my dad said, shes just..i guess kinda out of the family
but it would of been nice JUST A CALL to say happy birthday
dont have to have a convo
she could of just called and went "Hey, Happy Birthday. Hope your having a great day",
& i'd answer n than just go
"Well i have to go, just wanted to quickly call and say happy birthday. bye"
I would of LIVED with that.
I mean, My neice, her daughter, Erica called me on my birthday & said happy birthday
and we talked for about 10 mins.
Would it of killed her just to say happy birthday?
I guess so.
I guess I should of seen it coming, I got nothing from her on christmas.
o well.
I guess it kinda sucks, since she is one of my older sisters,
and we aint talking.
But she did piss me off (the last day we talked) when she started talking shit baout my dad
one. she had NO REASON to.
two. after all my dad has done for her, givin her money when she was in trouble,
helping her when she was in need,
me & him picking up Erica when she couldnt
three, always has been there for her,
he treated Gene like she was his own blood daughter
and, this is how she repays him? talking shit about him to me?
no. of course i was going to say fuck you and hang up on her
it was bullshit.
i cried all the way home
and told my dad everything.
and he told me "well fine. she ever calls ur cell or house. dont answer"
that was couple months ago.
end of may/early june.
sometime around that.
O weel. i guess.
ahhhh..venting feels good. hahahaha.
So school is back.
its going well.
i got good teachers.
"Im going to appolize now. I cuss. If i say something and it offends you. im sorry"
words from my pych. teacher. hahaha.
I do have to say...I kinda do like pych.
so far what we've talked about...its like..instursting..i like it.
math. well. its math. what is there TO even like. haha
than i got my internships...ehhh.
idk. im soo kinda not into it, since really..im not 100% into doing
but. i dont really have a choise, according to my dad
so ...well..guess i just gotta suck it up.
wellllllllllllllllll......Thats realllyyy it. did my whole updating
from not doing in over a weekish.
and watching the Yankee<3>
YAY. YANKEES.
THEY ARE WINNING.
yay.
Welll. im off. lata gators<3
No comments:
Post a Comment