no, im not going to talk about Roses & Butterflies
its just a songs name, that is sung by a band called: Making Aprils
its a pretty good soon. go listen to it.
hmmmmmmmmm.
Life. yeahhhh.
So my Bears scored the winning touchdown with 9 secs. left inthe game on sunday
YEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
suck that
really..thats maybe the only good thing thats even happen to me lately.
besides my friends,
Now, on some saturdays I have an 8 hour class
yes. I do repeart, an 8 hour class on 4 sats.
please . sent your sorrys
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
from 8:30am-4:30pm
but she lets us out around 2:30
well, last class
& ive had this teacher people, n we r never till till we r suppost to be.
always let out early.
so. yay?
now. more crap. yess its been. hm. intresting how so much crap can happen in just couple of days
me and my mom....HAHAHA o lord.
that is hell right now
my family is completely falling apart
its amazing...well, i mean ... ahh..
not amazing that its falling apart
just on how it really could happen
my whole family use to be super close
and just now, its like so...gone.
my 2nd older sister, gene & my mom
bene fighting for like. years. and years. AND YEARS.
it never ends.
untill now.
Last June, Gene called me going on n on about something ,
her stupid boss sent a horrible letter to my mother
to the point that my mom said if we get another letter from him
we are going to the police
well when we got it, it hought it was from Gene
b/c one. that is something she would two
two. it looked JUST like her handwritting
well I gues Gene found out about it, and she clled me
saying how dare I say it was Gene that wrote it
when, um i never did. all i said was like, that looks like Gene's handwriting
thats it. i never said GENE DID IT
but, its Gene. Its alwahs, she is right, everyone is wrong. the end.
anyways, than she started bashingmy mom
iwas like omg u dont know how it is living in the same house
n gene is liek yes i do ive been there
um. when gene lived in the house
which was like . god many many years ago
maybe hm 18-19 yrs ago?
my mom wasnt an alohalic than
so she doesnt know.
n THAN SHE HAD THE GOD DAMN NERVE
to say shitabout my dad
going on how he needs to put his foot down
n shit
thats when i had it
i yelled at her saying stop talking shit about my family and hanged up on her
i havnt heard a word from her ince than
and im fine with it.
when i got hoe i was crying & i told my dad everythin
n he said if she EVER calls u or anything. dont answer
i said o trsut me. u wont
WELL..just last week, she randomy called my mom
in my head im like omg wtf does she want now
now, Gene. everything she calls she needs something
alwys money. she ows my rents so much money but w/e
my dad knows he sooo wont be seing it anytime soon w/e
anyways
so gene goes on how she was at a funeral n someones said my mom was really sick???
\umnwhat? this is new to everyone
so she was 'so worried' she called to see what was going on
um yeah w/e Gene
n than i guess Gene went on n sarting talkin shit about me
my mom told me she was telling my mom to kick me out of the house
b/c at this time, Gene was out of the house
UM. WHEN GENE WAS THIS AGE SHE WAS PREGNANT
WITH SOMEONE SHE WASNT EVER GOING TO MARRY
so umm? okay? w/e
n than Gene went on saying im soo damn spoiled n shit
OH MY GOD
thats when I had it. im soo sick of it
Really, If i have to listen to someone go on n bitch how we have money
i will punch you in the face
im not even joking.
im SOOOO sick of it!!!
That is why i left seaworld
i got so much crap for it
i was done
and really, if i have to listen bring on shit about how omg we have money
i will punch them. ive had it. its so annoying & tireing
im sooo soorrryyy my dad went to college. that is he super smart
he got a really good degree & got a really good job
k? its not my fault. you can do it too.
so shut up
dkfjslkfdj ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats my venting.
well there is a guy. but w/e. i got played by him
i wont get into it.
i guess holding hands with someone, holding them, rubbing them
[ i mean my rubbing my hands, arms & legs! sickso]
& a kiss at the end of the night ment nothing
w/e
sdklfjlsfjlksjf ahh okay
im done writing my noval
and done venting.
time to. uh idk. untill i go shopping with anu & joyce
bye.
